Once one of the specimens of That endangered breed of intelligent yet beautiful women to me Said She Believes That There isn't "a" soul mate Several people But you CAN be happy ever after with. Or maybe not "ever after" but at least for a good while. She Said She Was Engaged to One of Those Who Did not matched her and it matter for her how many others she was giving away because at that time she was being lucky for having the one she had.
Isn’t that beautiful! That is probably the most wonderful thing about love that fortunate groom has ever been part of! That it’s absolutely worth all the trouble life in couples has got.
Unconsciously I took it as a test of endurance for all my relationships. From that moment on I asked myself every now and then if that girl I was being with was one of the chosen ones. “Is this one of those I’ve been waiting for?”. That was the exam my dates had to pass every single day. Until one day I met her. Not that I liked her in a love at first sight manner. But I kind of saw it grow inside myself. So I suddenly began to think she might be the one, she may be the one, she seems to be the one, she is likely to be the one, she certainly is the one! And life was happiness and brightful days of joy. Until that other day came when I saw that other chosen one meant to be given away. Then I said “oh come on man, but are there levels of happiness? I mean, could you say one chosen one is better than the other?” And baby, that is trouble! I know, I know the whole idea about being chosen circle around not needing to look for any other else. But what if there are levels! And you gotta try! You’ve got to try to get sure. And then you’ve undermined your healthy and wondrous relationship and you deserve to burn eternally in the fires of hell for your stupidity. So you would never ever be able to be happy afterwards. That is the worst doom any man can be damned with. Knowing that you dumb asshole have broken the mirror of enjoyment your life was being reflected at is a knife stabbing you every time you see a girl either chosen or not chosen one. So little by little I started to dislike the idea that girl had put into my head thus I began to hate the person that started all over saying that theory about the chosen and the given away and the happiness and sin. And she could be attractive and clever… but she is a witch or a succubus or the devil in disguise oh yes you are.
So finally, Before Going Through All That process That Would Have taken me a whole life of unhappiness and shit, I Concluded That It Was Better Than today thinking about Worrying about tomorrow, and it wasn't far From There to Apply When I started it for I Had Every single thing in life.
How wonderful I thought as I wrote and I thought shit now that I just finished. This is too bad to write emporrao, exalt you much more easily. We live in such a way that you are high and low and you think you are the fucking master and lord of the universe, the more tasty fat dick fluent in English and funny and a good match, and then cum down and laugh at the face a fool that I would have stayed if you had taken that thought to teach just proud to co-workers to see how you write and salt. And I Descojonado to the idea which side of circumstances would have had to put them to tell you clearly that it was not crap.
Luckily I have the wisdom (the name you give to my daughter when you have) to save the file. Just a day Next I see that even if no one laugh, and I'll be at least enough to write it I laughed and even a bit to revisit it.